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Monday, September 27, 2004

jus had mi gp. n current affairs exams this mornin..so tired..gp. paper sucks...
went to coro for lunch with them n had loads of laughter jus now...haha...n i still conclude tt hari has small head...hari..u should either change ur hairstyle or bloat ur head slightly...if not haha..i also don koe wat u should do...haha..
then went to serene centre to study with char, olivia n amirah...but ended up onli mi n char did some maths..cos olivia went to send amirah to e bus stop...but they lost their way..haha...
lesson resumes as usual fr tml...n econs paper is e 1st paper of next week...shall study hard...


Saturday, September 25, 2004

HASH(0x88c5ff0)
You have White Wings! Pure and innocent, your
kindness attracts other people toward you. You
can be shy and quite, but when others know you
better, they realize you are fun and bubbly.
You hate it when other around you are sad, and
always see the good in everyone and everything.
Chances are you either help in the shelter, or
are a tutor in school. You are very kind and
friendly, but also quite naive. Dont be fooled
by looks. Some things do go bump in the night.

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You represent... kindness.
You represent... kindness.You're a very gentle, kind, and caring individual.
You truely care about people and are generally
well-liked. Though sometimes you may be
perceived as weak, you truely have a strong
heart and a good desire to help others.

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so bored...promos in less than 2 weeks...mon. gp paper...SUCKSSS..haha...veri bored...yesterdae nite tham said sth to mi...veri nice...didn't tell him anythin though..but his words of encouragment make mi feel different...eventhough theres still loads of things goin on in mi heart n mind...but i mus say wat he says made mi feel much more better...ya...
went to tuition todae...n did some maths...did nth else..so sad...supposed to meet olivia for study...but it was too late to study...
weitien went off to batam or bintam for "honeymoon"...miss her so much...haha...forogotten to ask her when she will be back..haha


Thursday, September 23, 2004

jus came back fr orchard jo, selina, sarah n jaimes fr orchard library...so tired...did some maths ques. n managed to got mi dear boys no.17...hehe...so happi...slackin veri much recentli...tml stayin for nite study with them...hope i can study tml...

it irritates mi whenever i c them together...but then i don hv e rite to say anything or protest against it..all i can do is stand aside watchin them...doin nth...i m beginnin to behave in a veri eccentric manner...don koe y...maybe cos mi eyes wander around too much...makes mi c things tt i don like to c...i hate it...y can't i jus concentrate on lookin at e books n papers on mi table...all cos mi pair of idiotic eyes..i feel so idiotic...so disgusted by mi behaviour...sucksss...yesterdae also...everydae also...i CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE...y m i so sucky...y m i so indecisive...I HATE MISELF...


Wednesday, September 22, 2004

tired...tired...tired...promos is comin so near...i m so feelin e stress all e way up to mi neck...haizzz...had pe. on mondae...but was disappointed when we had a briefin for the post-exams enrichment program instead of rope climbin...haizzz...stayed back in sch todae to do some work...managed to complete some provin ques. on trigo but eventualli gave up on e fifth...haha...
but also not in a good mood todae...disappointed by sth i saw todae...so so disappointed...haizzz...of all things god always arranged such things for mi to c...not tt i should care abt it instead i should ignore it...but it jus affects mi so much...y m i so lousy...i jus can't seem to control mi emotions n hide mi feelins as easily as e other gurls...i feel so lousy...like i m not a gurl as all...maybe i should hv been a guy...but sth cropped up durin e process of producin mi..haizzz..
all mi friends tell mi i should learn to control mi emotions n not revealed them so easily...but i jus CAN'T...y can't i...haizzz


Sunday, September 19, 2004

pure
Congrats! Your a Pure Angel! Angels, as far as most
of them go, are all compatabile creatures, but
Pure ones simply are symbols of God. Pure
Angels always appear when a child is born, when
a rainbow is seen, or when someone shares their
first kiss. They never grow old, an can appear
in the shape of a naked woman with white, bold
wings. Pure angels are the carriers of god, and
show their love to everyone in the world.

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snow fairy
You are like the snow fairy, she is very beautiful,
she has the power to make things beautiful, but
She is sometimes quite selfish, and spends most
of the time she should be using her magic
staring at her self in the mirror. Other than
the fact that she is vain and selfish. She is
a nice person, when she IS actually using her
magic, her powers are great, and she is very
helpful. Well that's most of the tings about
the snow fairy, can you relate to some of them?
You probably can, because that is what this
quiz is for!

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many a times...we often miss e nice things in life...
we c e flaws of plp n missed e nice part of them...we missed e nice part of things n grumble at e bad part of it...but y is tt so...humans r blinded by wat they c...they look at things on e surface n fail to analyze deeper...tts y often we hear this sayin tt humans r superficial...
maybe this sayin is rite...gurls go for guys hu r handsome...while guys go for gurls hu r pretty...teachers prefer smarter students as they can give them results but discriminate against e slower 1s...bosses employ pretty secretaries n blames e stupid n bad lookin 1s for anythin tts happenin in their company...y....
human philosophy is interestin...1's pyschology can nv discovered totalli...we can nv read his/her mind nv know wat they r thinkin...subconsciousli humans distrust every1 around them...secretly they will still hide sth in their heart not tellin any1 as they believe tt no 1 is trustworthy...

i hope i can uncover e secret of it 1 dae



Saturday, September 18, 2004

JJudicial
AAltruistic
SSappy
MMischievous
IIrresistible
NNutty
EEdgy

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slackin around now in mi livin room...so bored...don feel like settlin down to study...but promos is in another 1 weeks time...SUCKSSS...feelin particularli slack now...don koe y...maybe fated tt i m gonna be dead soon..haha..
i always think if 1 dae i m down with a veri serious disease will any1 feel sad or even cry for mi...but come to think of it...if it realli happens n i can c wat happens aft i die...i may be surprised by wats happenin without mi...if 1 dae n they actualli feel happi..if i die..they actualli celebrate it..these thoughts always come up to mi mind...mi friends say i m veri pessimistic...yeah maybe they r rite...but then it hurts if 1's wish tts so high up is being smashed into pieces onto e floor...it realli hurts...
4 yrs ago i made a veri bad mistake...its a bad move made mi miself causin e pain n agony in mi now...caused e great change in him...once i did regret wat i did n tried to reverse e situation...but it was hopeless...it was irreversible...i didn't koe things will get to such a bad stage...but lookin back at it now...i no longer regret wat i did...i think things r fated to be wat they should be n r be...we r all jus human beings...ur future is in ur own hands but not ur fate...u can change for e better but not for e worst...1 looks into e future but not to ur past...
each dae i try to think of wat i've done todae..eventhough its nth meaninless...but at least i feel refreshin...we might meet discouragin things n irritatin plp...but there r always e brighter side of our life for ur to look forward to...
some guy in mi class always reminds mi tt i m a retainee...nv fail to tell mi tt i m a retainee...an abnormal plp unlike him...frankly speakin...its hurtful...no matter how easy i've taken mi situation to be...e thought of how plp look at mi irks mi...he makes mi regret wat i've not done last yr...but i DON appreaciate his kindness in remindin mi...in fact..i HATE him for doin this to mi...but eventualli hu can i blame...its his freedom to speak wat he likes....n e onli thing i can do is pretend to not hear him...y is life so fake n plp so pretenious...ist e world supposed to be a saintli place created by god...adams n eve...i m puzzled...



orange
You're a Summer. You're just a ball of energy that
is constantly going on and on!! You're kinda
like the energizer bunny. lol. But your
probably really athletic and even if you're
not, you'd be good in sports because of all
your energy. You're enthusiastic about
everything you do and find it hard not to be
happy. You're usually pretty optimistic but can
be realistic when needed. You always hope for
the best to turn out and many times they do.
Sometimes though, you let your temper get the
best of you but you apologize as soon as you
can because you hate people being angry with
you. You're friends love how active you are and
you make them feel like they can do anything
crazy if they want to.

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econs test tml...late in e nite now..but don feel like sleepin...don koe y...feel veri veri tired...but somehow tt sense of sweetness warmed mi heart n filled mi with happiness...it might jus be a small action from u tt seems nth..but to mi..it makes a big diff. to mi dae..
dae by dae i learn to take things to stride...eventhough i know its hard n sometimes i nv did wat i promised miself not to do...but i realli m tryin veri hard......i try to shift mi concentration to studyin for promos now i try not to let miself allow mi thoughts run wild....
sometimes it painful seein things happen but not able to do anythin...but a friend always tell mi...if things were meant to happen..no matter how sad or happi u r...it'll still happen..once i heard a sayin... "e world will nv stop revolvin for u"....true enough i experienced it b4...moments of exasperation..beyond words...i stopped...i paused mi life for tt instance thinkin tt everythin can be rewind like watchin video...but i was wrong...i paused mi life...but e world continues to play without mi existence...e world will nv stop revolvin because u r feelin loneli..because u r feelin sad...barriers aft barriers..troubles aft troubles...it nv seems to end...but it is also because of them tt 1 learns n grow up to be a better man/woman....

rite at this instance i may be feelin loneli n cold in mi heart..but i still hope every1 on earth to be blessed with love n warmth...


Tuesday, September 14, 2004

another dae jus passed...which means another dae lesser to promos..
haizz...
this feelin is so sickenin..so bored...haizzz....
but daes r still gettin fine...i m still fine...
todae sat with michelle, joy gabriel n khai in e canteen to chat...chatted for quite some while..though we were jus crappin but it was still memorable since i m no longer in e same class as them... though i regret it alot for not gettin into t6...but maybe being a little distance makes our friendship better..hehe...
sleepin soon..
nite every1...hope u guys love mi new blog...


Monday, September 13, 2004

1st dae of sch todae...n we had pe lessons in e 1st period of our 1st dae...but todae's lesson is damn cool...we climbed ropes...i climbed up e rope...eventhough i had abrasions on mi hands...it was veri veri fun..unexpectedli fun...haha...almost every1 tried climbin except some..due to insufficent time...but then every1 helped each other so every1 completed e climb successfully...then we had lessons for e rest of e dae...bored...haha..eventhough e rope climbin was damn fun...


Friday, September 03, 2004

i feel stressed n pressured by them...i don think i deserve this place...e onli reason y i m wat i m now...should be cause i was e vice last yr...but wth...its not a hierachry here lo...so theres no reason y such promotion is around lo...wats wrong....i m such a sucky cap. i don even koe wat i m doin...but here i m e cap. of theirs...
i m not even worthy of wat i m lo...jus cos i was a vice last yr...so i was promoted to be 1...but wth...its not even fair to others la..like as if anyway will like this decision...

i m jus a good for nth hu exists in this world to further frustrate plp


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