| How to make a jasmine |
Ingredients:
3 parts pride
5 parts humour
5 parts instinct |
Method:
Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Add a little cocktail umbrella and a dash of lovability |
Saturday, June 19, 2004
has been quite a busy holidae...
didn't seem to study much though...
but every now n then..i'll feel super stress abt sth...
but nv wonder wat izt tts realli stressin mi out...
haizzz...
pmsin again i guess...
not in a veri good mood again...but i guess i've to learn to stand by n support miself durin weakest moment of mi time...
theres no pt botherin plp every now n then...
through somethings..i learn to view things differentli...n sth tt mi friends always advises mi..takes things in ur own stride...
sometimes its easy to say so...but its not reali easy when u work on it...
e words often hang around mi mouth..i often hv e urge to blabber out e things i wanna say...but its often so hard when we come face to face...
i always feel tt it will nv work out e way i wan it to be..cos u koe..i m always so unlucki..things nv seem to go rite for mi...
haizzz...
i often think tt i m a rather optimistic gurl which is e thing i seem to be quite satisfied with...but at certain times..plp always blame mi for mi pessimistism...
but u koe wat..sometimes its realli hard not to feel pessismistic..esp when e fact seems to be showin this...
at this time...i will always hope tt i m in a open ground...watchin e nature's movement...e stars shinnin brightli above mi head in e nite..or e cloud changin its shapes n form in e mornin...it sort of like smoothens mi feelin n cools mi down..
but...still...time nv allows such freedom...haizzz.....
i m confused abt mi feelins now...things r gettin so confusin..i often feel like cryin...i often feel like i m being squashed to e corner with no way out...
i've stepped into this endless hole..there seems no return...
11:01 PM
Saturday, June 12, 2004
i feel so helpless..
his so ignorant n everythin tts goin on n yet it doesn't seem like he meant it...
wat does he wan..
i m lethargic...
i m tired...
1:05 AM
Wednesday, June 09, 2004
jus came back fr mi camp...
n feels so tired...hv hardly any strength to do any things...
jus felt like lyin down n slack...
haha...
overall e camp was amazin..
n mi gp was full of amazin plp..
theres zhiying n walter fr odac...prashan n julia fr x-country...laura n junjie fr fencin...shufang,weizhuang n hejia fr judo...then theres mi n andrew fr bball...
every1 was veri enthu n nice..realli love them all...
on e 1st dae we had alot of indoor activities mostly in e audi n in sch..
most of e activities was thinkin activity..so it was quite borin..
we had a river crossin game..where we had to moved everyone across e quadrangle usin 3 chairs...eventhough we didn't came back 1st...we completed e race...(",)
then we ended up sleepin in e classrooms allocated to each n every gps...
we planned to do some shootin in e next mornin...but when we woke up it was abit too late for shootin...so...
on e 2nd dae when we woke up..we went to shower n went down for ou breakfast...
then our gp took off to machritchie to start with our hikin adventure...
in e beginnin..
our gp was thrown behind other gps as we were stuck with some iq ques..haha..mr.lim kept teasin us..say our gp always get stuck in e iq ques..
but aft all these puzzles..e other few activities required more of physically fit n mentalli able to continue e journey...
so..pushin each other on...we went through 1 station by 1 station...overcome 1 obstacles by 1 obstacles..
when we finalli caught up with e 1st gp in front...we were tied with them at e river...without hesitation..all of us jumped into e river n in our heart..all onli wanted to catch up with them...
finalli we caught up with e 1st team...
though in btw..we were caught up by other teams..we nv gave up..every pushed each other on...n made up go on further...
it was also our gp....e W.T.F (gp6)..e onli gp tt manage to complete e whole hikin trail...n came back in time..in 4 hrs n 58 mins...
i m realli veri proud of mi gp...cos every1 did their best n helped each other well...
todae is e last dae of e camp...
durin e closin ceremony...though every1 didn't say much..
but i can c tt every1 will remember this camp n this gp...
love ya guys loads....
10:18 PM
Friday, June 04, 2004
Artist: Chingy
Album: Jackpot
Title: One Call Away
feat. J/Weav
[J/Weav]
Ooh, yea yea
DTP, how we do
Call you and you can call me
Whatever you wanna do baby
[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy)] 4x
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away
[Chingy]
It was weird how we met, huh
She was wit her mom in Bank America
I'm wit my son cashin the check
So I asked outta respect (uh)
Would she like to explore the world or buy
We can fly in my jet
Her reply was "Yes, can I ask you sumpin?"
I seen it in her eye, mama lookin like all I wanted was sex
Scene moved to the next (that is true) but it was something
about this girl's style that make me feel no regrets
We started off casual; walks through the park
Candle light dinners by dark, I'm thinkin smart (smart)
Of course she might think I'm in a rush
To touch, clutch and be up, but baby I ain't on that stuff
Dropped her off and told her call me up, we can talk
Conversate about political subjects whatever's thought
So I zoomed off, lookin by and my phone rang
It was her in the shower, (she said) she said "I couldn't do without ya"
Then I said. . .
[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy)] 4x
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away
[Chingy]
The next day I'm with the fellas at the case playin ball
Here she comes wit her friends they posted up on the wall
Now I'm showin off, trynta dunk trynta dribble break fast
Through the middle just to see her smile and giggle
Game over I punched her wit a kiss on the cheek
The homeboys lookin at me sayin "Lil Howard you weak"
But you know how that go, what I got they want
What I got I flaunt, never mess wit it, PLEASE don't
Told her "I'm going home" she asked can she go too
I'm like "Yeah boo, I can't see me without you"
Got thurr, I took a shower jumped out she in the bed
With a see-through thong said I looked at her and said. . .
[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy)] 4x
(You, could, call, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm always one call away
[Chingy]
Girl recognize game, before game recognize YOU
You're dealin wit a player, TRUE
Now whatchu wanna do?
We can kick it and go puff on a bluuunt
Oh you don't smoke? Grab a pint of Hen' then we can get druuunk
It's up to you, I'm the man but baby just let me know
Cuz if you got an attitude I could treat you just like a hoe
Get to rollin wit me baby, hop in there's enough room
We can gaze at the stars that shine like the moon
Gimme a chance to show ya, and a chance to know ya
Just be true, and there's nothing I won't do, for ya
Some women like to play it foul (foul)
But them the kind I put in the place of a child (child)
Don't worry be happy and smile and. . .
[Chorus: J/Weav & (Chingy)] 4x
(You, could, roll, wit, me)
You call if you wanna bump over me
(If you was my baby)
I'm only one call away
8:25 PM
Two tear drops were floating down the river.
One teardrop said to the other, "I'm the teardrop of a girl who
loved a man and lost him. Who are you?" ..."I'm the teardrop of the
man who regrets letting a girl go..."
Bottom-line : Nobody will sympathize with a person who constantly
lets chances pass by without making any efforts to salvage them. We
normally don't realize how important our loved and close ones are
until they leave us, and then we start regretting, which results in
misery. Lost time is NEVER gained again
8:24 PM
Don't throw your back to love when it's already in front of you.
Don't drive it away from you because if you do, someday you'll think
again why you let love fly away when it was once residing next to you.
Bottom-line : Treasure the one who loves you! It's not easy to find
a person who loves you. It's always more valuable to have a sincere
8:22 PM
Don't be too good I will miss you.
Don't be too caring, I might like you.
Don't be too Sweet, I might fall for you.
It's hard for me to love you when you won't love me after all...
Bottom-line : A person who makes me love him is actually a person who loves me more than I love him.
8:20 PM
likin some1 is amazin..
it lets u feel all sorts of feelins tt i might nv even tried b4...
sweet..sour..spicy..bitter..
u feel extremeli happi eventhough his jus standin beside u doin nth..
u feel super disturbed n upset when u c him talkin to a gurl..
every single thing he does is being taken into acct by u..cos his is impt to u..
u matter everythin he does..n often hopes tt he will turn around n take a look at u...
but likin some1 makes 1 mature...ur thinkins change for e better..n u behaved more matureli..
i hope i m now..
4:28 PM
