mi dae sucks..
except tt todae i did mi shootin percentage for e first time..
xl taught mi this..
its 60/90 for within e 3 pt n 2/10 for 3 pt..
total is 62%..
n i m gonna improve till 80%
11:39 PM

StEaMbOaT pErSoNaLiTy TeSt:

TYPE B

You are a more active person, drawing a clear line
between happiness and unhappiness. You are more
quick-tempered. If you encounter things you like, you
will do it without second thought. But once you
encounter things that you hate, you will wish to get
out of it as soon as possible. As you are a person of
your own views, the friends you tend to have will be
of the same pattern. But once good friends, you will
understand them a lot and go all the way to help then.
Friends are very dependent on you. As you are too
emotional, you may make a storm out of a teacup with
your friends. You must learn to do things in order and
not give up easily. You can try making friends with
those you don't think you can get along with, don't
stick with the same category. This will make you more
popular and charming.

11:36 PM

sometimes i think life sucks..
but often i feel lucky tt i've a bunch of friends hu always support mi...
thx guys...

"nEvEr LiStEn To OtHeR pEoPle'S tEnDeNcIeS tO bE -vE oR pEsSiMiStIc...CaUsE tHeY tAkE aWaY uR mOsT bEaUtIfUl DrEaMs N wIsHeS fR u"
8:59 PM

17 yrs of mi life..
i realise mi life sucks...
seriously it sucks...i don blame any1 cos cauin mi miser...cos i think no one is able to bring another to misery unless u let urself to it...

i feel veri tong ku now...so sad...n i'm cryin now..
but somehow felt glad tt at least i know tt i can still cry like in e past...
cryin seems a bothersome to some plp...but to some others...cryin is another form of reducin ur inner stress...
it has been long since i cried so badly...i realli feel damn sad now...but i don koe wat to do...
but lookin at how stress mi captain is...i felt tt plp like mi r actualli shen zai fu zhong bu zhi fu...

anyway...e yj match is cumin soon...i hope it wun affect any of us...
good luck guys...
9:21 PM

forgotten to say..
we lost e vj match...
e gurls score was 46-20
e guys score was 47-31

score seems quite pathetic..but was't as bad as we expected...
gurls game was excitin in e 1st part of e 1st quarter..
we defend them well withe set triangle n even forced them to get 8 secs violation..
tt was quite encouragin...but things started to change aft they started scorin..
anyway..they onli started scorin like 5mins aft e game cos i e 1st 5 mins...e score was 0-0
no one scored a pt..
haizz...in e beginnin..coach still thought there will be a tough fight..haha..
but we disappointed her again..cos in e end...we couldn't keep up with e initial strength...n lost at e stamina part...

i didn't contribute much to e pts..
i felt guilty towards some of them...cos i left e burden of scorin to them without assistin them...
but mitch told mi tt if i onli koe how to feel guilty n not learn to improve mi passin skills...
then its will be worst...

i'm now learnin e things as i go..n i hope e next match will allow mito produce better rueslts..
hehe...
11:51 AM

life is so unpredicable...
n it always seems tt unfortunate things often happen to mi...
haizz..

but watever..i don care..
cos all i have in mind now..is e bball..hehe..

i've been tryin to resolve watever cums..
but it seems tt no matter how i change it..it remains there...
haizz..can some1 tell mi wats wrong with mi..
9:51 PM

suckers r all over e place...
beware of them...
watch out for e unintended injury tt u might get fr them...
6:38 PM

ChErIsH wAtS pLaCe In FrOnT oF u...DoN sTaRt ReGrEtTiN iT onLi AfTeR u LoSe It...mAy LoVe Be WiTh U aLL
6:37 PM

17/02/04...its tuesdae evenin...
MI LIFE SUCKS..
haizzz...

i sprained mi leg yesterdae durin trainin..
n it hurts..coach brought mi to e sinseh with mitch, karin, jas, accompanyin mi...
n they insist to stay there to watch mi being torture..
haha...

e doc say its ok..n should be able to heal fast..so i'm assumin i'll be playin for tml's game
but wats worryin mi now is i wun be able to create fast break if theres a chance...
i'm so sick of it lo...shouldn't hv sprained mi leg at this time of e yr...

wth...
6:35 PM

hi everyone..
HAPPI VALENTINE'S DAE..

hehe...
anyway..no much things to talk except for e cip i did for e whole dae todae...
its so sickenin...haizz..
e cip was quite bored until e finishin part..

anyway chok went there to "inspect" e surroundings...
haha...
then we played bball for awhile lo..
haizzz...borin dae..

tml i have another cip dae to go..
argh..
sian ar..

anyway...
wishin all lovers in e world..happi valentine's dae..
remember love is sweet...enjoy n cherish it while u hv them..

11:11 PM

anyway...
i was actualli in a good mood...
so i shall try to switch mi mood back again..
todae i go back mi maths test n guess wat...

I PASSED..
haha...
i got 18/25
haha...so happi..

nnnnnnnnnnnnnn
i help some1 to cheat in e econs test todae..
haha..felt a little guilty to mi teacher..but tried to forget it..since he helped mi too..
haha...
econs test was easy.except for 1 question..so guess should be quite ok..

anyway i wanna apologise to mi TEAMMATES...
so sorry for being in such a bad mood..but i do mean it if i tell u sth jus now durin trainin..
work hard guys..for next wed's game..
cya on mondae's trainin..

yantong..study hard for ur common test k..
angela n kaijuan also hor..
of course still got selina, zubaida, vydia, joanna, MITCHELLE, angelina, philene, usha...

9:01 PM

some plp jus suck to e core..
i don care if anyone hu knows hu i m talkin abt tells him..
cos anyway his `1st response will be i'm tryin to get plp's attn..

YA U R RITE..
i m tryin to get attn..
to let plp know how some plp can be so disgustin n irritatin..
i've been toleratin u for so long..
if u don appreciate it..fine..
stay far away fr mi...get e hell out of mi sight..
don come snappin at plp for no reason n better get ur facts right b4 u snap at one..
jus cos u r a guy doesn't give u e right to snap at gurls for nth..
jus cos u hv a temper..jus cos u r a BIG FAT MCP...
tel ya..

YA SUCK....
watever it is...i've always respect u deep in mi heart cos u've dobe a lot of things tt deserve mi respect..
but ur attitude sucks..ur character sucks..
u don deserve any now..
if u say i'm e one givin u attitude problem..I TELL YA...YA R ALSO GIVIN MI WAN..

THERES A LIMIT TO PLP'S TOLERANCE..
DON TEST MI LIMITS..
i know u will say u don care..
BUT I CARE..
COS I M ALWAYS E ONE HU GOT SNAP BY U..
GET E HELL OUT..

I HATE UUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
8:59 PM

OHAIYO...

haha...i m in a super duper woper good mood now..
cos todae is e 1st game tt e gurls played for friendly this year..
n we won
whahahahaha

we won SRJC...eventhough we onli won by a few pts... 25-19..
but i was still veri happi..cos its e 1st time we played better than normal..1st time i nv freak out..
1st time mi missed pass was minimised..hehe

e guys also won...tts was wat added to mi happiness..
haha..
they won by 20 pts..70-50
wow...so good rite..
hehe..i m realli realli veri happi..

but..................................................
i realise everyone knows abt chok...n hv gotten e wrong idea lo..
i REALLI REALLI NV SAY I LIKE HIM LO...
i onli said HE'S CUTE...n tt was like LAST YEAR...
so plssssssssssss
stop teasin mi..its so maluatin...n i don think he'll like e idea too...
so plssssssssssss...................

hehe..
todae coach put zubaida,mitch,angela,usha n mi as e 1st 5
at 1st i was so tensed up..but after snatchin a bball from one of e sr gurls..i started calmin down..
then mitch told mi sth which i wonder if its true..
cos she said tt it seems tt todae e no.11 came here to mark mi onli..
haha..
sounds proud..
cos she say when i was changed out by zubaida..she ask for a change fr her coach too..
but too bad..she couldn't..
n basicalli she was handlin both mi n zubaida alone..cos coach didn't put us in together...
haha..

anyway...i wanna tell e j1 guys to work harder so tt they might get into e team aft 1st 3 mths...or represent e college for next year's tournament..DON GIVE UP K...work hard...
todae all of them tried veri hard lo...esp tt yunxiang (not sure whether i got it rite)..he scored quite a few as a centre..
think his quite good comparin to our centres..hehe..
then its andrew..(e ball controller)..e acs guy which hmmm..i still don koe his name...n yucheng..n e SHOOTER kenneth..
haha...
they r quite comical...so work hard la..
n yucheng don be too disappointed k...work hard for next game can le la..kampatei..

n of course wishin miself n e basketball team good luck for next week's game..
though its against VJC..but pls don de pessimistic k..
look on e bright side..as long as we work hard..its ok le..

bye...nite...sweet dreams everyone..
10:46 PM

yo everyone..
jus finish mi cross country jus now..

haha..n guess wat..
e result was veri disappointin for miself..
haizz..cos i got 16th among e j1 gurls..

arghhh
haha...actualli i should feel quite glad cos mi stamina has been veri bad recently..
but don koe y..i still feel disappointed...

e sch says tt onli top 15 get s medal..so i was veri disappointed cos i missed e medals...
but..haha...mi class 1t08 actualli got champ for e j1 inter class..

hiphip huray...
love mi classmates so much..
xiaoling got 2nd in e whole level for gurls..
khai n sewei got top 10 for guys..
so proud of them..
our class got 5 hu got e prize..
khai..sewei..xiaoling..joy n me..

but then...
the thing i'm most happi with is..
BASKETBALL TEAM GURLS got inter-cca 3rd...
thought its onli 3rd..i believed it meant a lot to most of us todae..
boost a lot of our morale for wed's game..

though benji say its onli a friendly n coach says winnin this is nth compared to e actual one..but i know deep inside our heart..we all hope to win e game on wed..
not onli cos we've nv won a single game..but also cos this is a game playin in home ground...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

i wanna win on wed..
haha...
so wish mi good luck k..guys...

*mUaCk*
off to study for tml's test...
bye..cya...
9:12 PM

The beauty of a woman must be seen in her eyes, because that is the doorway to her heart - the place where love resides
11:12 PM

went to play bball todae..
felt sucky..
cos i wasn't playin well..

haha..watever la..but least now i don feel much stress for e wed match as i felt b4 e scgs game last time..
so think i'll jus let it be for e time being lo..
wait till wed cum b4 i decide wat i should do lo..
haizzz...

i don wish to disappoint them..i promise them to give them good passes by wed..
but.....
haizzz....hope i wun disappoint them..


10:48 PM

its another dae of mi life..
todae its not bad..
jus tt yesterdaes trainin onli had few plp hu came down for trainin..

quite sad... n coach feels tt morale is low among us..
haizz...

then....coach says tt no matter wat theres no xcuse for us to skip e 10 rounds..
thus..i ran e 10 rounds..
yesterdae's 10 rounds seems easy..hehe..
don koe y..maybe cos i was in quite a good mood..

i finished e 10 rounds...but i was still veri slow..
kj says i m quite competitive..n i admit i was..cos i feel tt it i don..i will not improve or increase mi speed..
then...............
coach will shout at mi again..
haha...aft e 10 rounds..i went on with e drills immediatly without drinkin water...
then did quite a few drills..shot some balls n everythin lo...

quite frustratin but quite fun too with mi teammates around...
mi ankle don look good recently..plus mi knee injury n everythin..
looks like i hv to beware these few daes cos...................................

11/02/2004 is mi BIG DAE...
haha..actualli not realli big dae la..
its mi 1st friendly match..in cj..as in 1st friendly match tts held in e sch..
haha...
e 1st game tt was supposd to be held in yj..which is against e yj plp..was cancelled..
i was so disappointed..
haizzz..
but..nvm..
cos 4 daes later..i'll get to play against SRJC..
haha..win ro lose i don koe..
but sure no 1 ones to lose..

i got a lot of enocuragement yesterdae fr mi friends..
thx men..
cos it enocuraged mi a lot..
i'll work hard for wed..
eventhough i don koe wat will be e outcome..

mon is mi cross-country..
lets hope al e basketballers which include mi run well..
so tt we can let coach be proud of us..
hehe...

6:33 PM

todae is a shitty dae..
everyone is as shitty as ever...

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
mi life is screwed up..
i feel so fed up...

i feelin stranglin miself arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
8:30 PM

sad arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
8:27 PM

haizz..
i m as sad todae as ever..
so sway..seldom get sad daes..but once i get..it will be for so long...

haizzz...
sad ar..............................
some more e idiotic yj go n change dae..
end up we will not be playin tml with yj...
which means our 1st match will be against srjc instead of yj...
i was so lookin forward to it..to c how much i hv improved wan lo..

haizzz...
i think he's so idiotic...he sucks to e core..
but watever lo...anyway he wun care much wat..

tml hv trainin...10 rounds...
haizzzzzzzzz...........................

8:32 PM

i feel so sad now...
veri veri sad...
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
someone pls tell mi wats wrong with e plp around mi now adays...
i feel so bu xing...

wed is e 1st friendly match for our gurls team of e yr..
against yjc...
n todae some1 let mi realise some impt things...
but i realise if i wan to overcome it..it might take ages..
i wun hv time b4 the match cumes...
haizzzz....

every1's so sickenin...
i hate them la..
ESP HIM...
10:40 PM